Good day everyone. It's been an interesting day. I woke up at, yup, you guessed it 6:00. My mom called at 8, to make sure I was up since my appointment was at 9. We started to leave at 8:30 or so, and I get a text message. I said to my mom "that could be one of two people, Chels or Rissi." Turns out, it was neither. "Guten Morgan" the message read. At the end, the signature read "Dana" I replied by saying "Morning…" I then sent a text to Chels, making sure she was still coming over today. So, I went into see Jon, and he told me quite a bit. Of course, as always it was good and made sense. I left in a good mood. I knew that I had to think about what he said, but I decided to wait until I got home to do that. I looked at my phone to see what Chels had said back, and I had another message from Dana. It said "How did you wake up this morning, truthfully." I thought to myself, great, she told him. I replied "…she told you. Well, I woke up thinking about you, like I have since Tuesday Dana." I received nothing back, I didn't expect to. So I got home, and I did my work for the day with school, made my next action plan and sent it to Lorie. I couldn't do anything with catch-up work until she e-mailed me back, and she didn't So, I waitied for Chels to come over. She was early, like she normally is on Mondays. So we played Super Smash Bros. Melee, then Metroid Prime 2. Then, she left at 5:30. I knew I was calling Dana today, yet I didn't try at that time. Instead, I went outside and I listened to music and texted Chels and Emily. I came in to eat, and I called Dana before I called Emily at 7. His phone was off, yet Jessi's phone was on. It didn't bother me much, I was going to try again at 9 anyway. When 9 came around, I figured I'd give him 15 minutes to call on his own before I went to be my presistant self. He called back at 9:25 or so. Right away he started being curious. He asked why I fell in love with him. He asked why I loved him so much. He asked about how I could love someone so much to not sleep, and not eat, to wake up crying. I told him, that the man I always dreamed that I'd spend the rest of my life with, the man that I always dreamed I'd love forever had so many things in common with him. He said that he'd call tomorrow, after 9 of course. We said goodnight and that was it. I feel as if something is sparking, even just a little. Like I said, just a matter of time. Everything is a matter of time. I really believe that this will turn out good, at one point or another. In the mean time, I have to hold on. He'll call tomorrow and I will hopefully get more of his thought processes. So, I have to finish this before midnight, so goodnight.
Monday, November 24, 2008
Today’s Song: Good Enough by Evanescence
Under your spell again
I can't say no to you.
Crave my heart and it's bleeding in your hand
I can't say no to you.
Shouldn't have let you tourture me so sweetly
Now I can't let go of this dream
I can't breathe but I feel
Good enough
I feel good enough for you
Drink up sweet decadence
I can't say no to you
And I've completley lost myself and I don't mind
I can't say no to you
Shouldn't have let you conquer me completley
Now I can't let go of this dream
Can't believe that I feel
Good enough
I feel good enough
It's been such a long time coming but I feel good
And I'm still waiting for the rain to fall
Pour real life down on me
'Cause I can't hold on to anything this good enough
Am I good enough for you to love me to?
So take care what you ask of me
Because I can't say no.