Good day. It wasn't really an intersting day. I had a class of sorts that lasted a little over an hour. I got to know some of the kids in my school, that Lorie deals with anyway. Some of them are quite interesting. Remember how I said that he said he'd call? I decided to wait until 9:25 this evening to try and be presistant. Ha, that got me no where. He didn't call. I guess I shouldn't be all that surprised. But yet it still manages to get to me. The only thing I can do now is wait until Friday and try calling him again. I did go to Rissi's house today. We didn't do a whole lot. I'm supposed to go to her house tomorrow to work on our GSA proposals. I haven't heard from Jeff in quite some time. I am thinking he's just out for Thanksgiving. I hope he's not mad at me or anything. He promised me he wasn't. After I came home from Rissi's house, things weren't going well. Mom was on the phone with my sister, Sephane. She had said she wasn't coming down for Thanksgiving. Heather already can't come because she has to work, and mom was going to stay at home with her. Which would leave me with just Dad and Aunt Vicki. Dad said if it was just going to be that, he wasn't going to go anywhere. But that just wouldn't be right. Stephane called later and said that she was going to come down and that she and Josh(her ex boyfriend, JJ's father), and JJ (My nephew) would have to leave at 6. Thanksgiving just isn't going to seem right this year I guess. Ah, there it goes again. It's just nothing seems to work to get him out of my head. I love him, I really really do. I hope he comes back. Yesterday he gave me hope, that perhaps he was re-thinking things, or at least starting to. He said he'd call tonight, but he didn't. I called him three times and sent one text message. But that ended in failiure obviously. I guess all I can do is wait. Maybe he'll call tomorrow. I won't answer if he calls Thursday, he shouldn't anyway. But Friday I'll be presistant again. I'll call like normal. At 9 o'clock. Well, I guess that's all for tonight. Goodnight everybody.
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
Today’s Song: Song for a Winter’s Night by Sarah McLachlan
The lamp is burnin' low upon my table top
The snow is softly fallin'
The air is still in the silence of my room
I hear you voice softly calling
If I could only have you near
To breathe a sigh or two
I would be happy just to hold the hands I love
On this winter's night with you
The smoke is rising in the shadows overheard
My glass is almost empty
I read again between the lines upon each page
The words of love you sent me
If I could know within my heart
That you were lonely too
I would be happy just to hold the hands I love
On this winter's night with you
The fire is dying now, my lamp is growing dim
The shades of night are liftin'
The mornin' light steals across my window pane
Where webs of snow are driftin'
If I could only have you near
To breathe a sigh or two
I would be happy just to hold the hands I love
On this winter's night with you
And to be once again with you
To be once again with you