Thursday, November 27, 2008

Thursday, November 27, 2008

Happy Thanksgiving everyone. I wish I could say my Thanksgiving was happy. All I could think about was Dana and Jeff. How Dana is showing interest again. How Jeff is pissed at me. It's all so difficult. I half want Dana to just call, and get this over with. The other half of me is afraid. I'm going to avoid talking about those two, or that entire subject tonight, since there isn't anything new. Mom is getting quite nervous. We have to get into the hospital by 7:30 tomorrow morning. We'll have to leave between 6:30 and 7. Thankfully, dad isn't staying the entire time. Now I just have to figure out what I'm going to do the entire time. I know Heather will be coming. That will keep me busy for a little bit. I'll blog at that time too, assuming I can use my laptop in the lobby. I hope so anyways. Otherwise it will be quite boring. Well, I suppose now would be a good time to talk about what I did at my Aunt's house. It wasn't all that interesting really. I ate more than I have in quite some time. And my stomach wasn't used to that. Hm……it was nice to see JJ again. Other than that, it was boring. And that being said, I don't believe there is anything else to talk about. So, goodnight.

Today’s Song: Calling All Angels by Jane Sibbery

Santa Maria, Santa Teresa, Santa Anna, Santa Susannah
Santa Cecilia, Santa Copeilia, Santa Dominica, Mary Angelica
Frater Ached, Frater Pietro, Julianus, Petronella
Santa, Santos, Miroslaw, Vladimir
And all the rest

A man is placed upon the steps, a baby cries
And high above the church bells start to ring
And as the heaviness the body
Oh the heaviness settles in
Somewhere you can hear a mother sing

Then its one foot then the other
As you step out onto the road
How much weight? How much weight?
Then it's how long? And how far?
And how many times before its to late?

Calling all angels
Calling all angels
Walk me through this one
Don't leave me alone
Calling all angels
Calling all angels
We're cryin' and we're hurtin'
And we're not sure why...

And every day you gaze upon the sunset
With such love and intensity
Why it's...it's almost as if
If you could only crack the code
Then you'd finally understand what this all means

But if you could...do you think you would
Trade it in
All the pain and suffering?
Ah, but then you'd miss
The beauty of the light upon this earth
And the sweetness of the leaving

Calling all angels
Calling all angels
Walk me through this one
Don't leave me alone
Callin' all angels
Callin' all angels
We're tryin'
We're hopin'
We're hurtin'
We're lovin'
We're cryin'
We're callin'
'Cause we're not sure how this goes