Good evening. Blah…Dana and Jessi didn't come over today. They said that they forgot to ask, which doesn't surprise me, yet I can believe it. It was quite upsetting though…I took the entire afternoon to clean my room…get rid of all the pop cans…I even vacuumed. I worked all day today for him to come over. And he forgets. Ah well, he promised he'd try tomorrow. There isn't much else I can do. I tempted him though. I told him there were presents waiting for him. Hehe. Not that I'm saying he forgot purposely. Ah well. Chels didn't come over today; she went home sick from work today. So I told her not to worry about coming over and just go home and rest. Her step-dad wasn't helping her. But then again, that's why we call him Asshole. I got up, and then started laundry. I've decided that my days start at 11. Since that's when my mind is completely awake. I really don't like having to wake dad up in the mornings. But at least Mom is getting to the point where she can go the entire night without needing to go to the bathroom. That way I can have plenty of sleep to get up at 5:30. I think that's all there is to talk about tonight. So, all I can say is I hope Dana comes over tomorrow. Goodnight.
Tuesday, December 02, 2008
Today’s Song: Faith of the Heart by Russell Watson
It's been a long road
Getting from there to here
It's been a long time
But my time is finally near
And I can feel the change in the wind right now
Nothing's in my way
And they're not gonna hold me down no more
No they're not gonna hold me down
'Cause I've got faith of the heart
I'm going where my heart will take me
I've got faith to believe
I can do anything
I've got strength of the soul
And no one's gonna bend or break me
I can reach any star
I've got faith, I've got faith, faith of the heart
It's been a long night
Trying to find my way
Been through the darkness
Now I've finally have my day
And I will see my dream come alive at last
I will touch the sky
And they're not gonna hold me down no more
No they're not gonna change my mind
'Cause I've got faith of the heart
I'm going where my heart will take me
I've got faith to believe
I can do anything
I've got strength of the soul
And no one's gonna bend or break me
I can reach any star
I've got faith, faith of the heart
I've known the wind so cold, and seen the darkest days.
But now the winds I feel, are only winds of change.
I've been through the fire and I've been through the rain.
But I'll be fine.
Cause I've got faith of the heart
I'm going where my heart will take me
I've got faith to believe
I can do anything
I've got strength of the soul
And no one's gonna bend or break me
I can reach any star
I've got faith
I've got faith of the heart.
I'm going where my heart will take me.
I've got strength of the soul. And no one's gonna bend or break me.
I can reach any star. I've got faith, I've got faith, faith of the heart.
It's been a long road.