Good evening on this December the 5th, 2008. I fell asleep early the last two nights, so that's why I didn't blog. But here it is now. Dana came yesterday. It was relieving to have him near again. Cuddling with him, and kissing him, it was all just…happy. He has always made me happy when he's around. I always feel good around him. I've never felt so happy around someone. I asked Mom three, two rather large, questions tonight. The first is whether he could come tomorrow, so I could spend time with him after cookie baking. She was quite hesitant. But she agreed, as long as Stephane said it was okay. Heather I know won't have a problem with it. The next question however, was the easy one. I asked her if it was okay if Dana came after school Wednesday. She agreed to that. The next one is yet unresolved, and was the hardest one. I asked if she would let him stay over next Friday. I made very good arguments. We can't do anything because she is one floor down, and over from my bedroom. It's hard to do anything, because she can even hear me pace on my floor. And besides, if Dad heard something like that…that would not be pretty. I wouldn't risk doing that, along with the fallout I'd get from Mom. Also, she has the ability to call me whenever she wants, making me go downstairs to do anything for her. And I promised myself I wouldn't have sex until after I turned 17. Which is another year away. So, she asked what if HE can't wait. I told her I'd make him. She said she'd have to think about it. I'm not in any rush, due to the fact that Dana has no idea of any of this. But whenever I talk to him next, I'll be sure to let him know. Other than that, nothing has happened really. Chels came over for a short time. I really want, if anything, for him to stay Friday night. I would love that more than anything. I'll be sure to let you know what happens. As for now, goodnight.
