Good evening! Well, today started off bad, but it got better. I woke up, and all my thoughts from yesterday came back. I went to the school yesterday because Rissi asked me to, and I was under the impression Dana wanted me to. But things took a bad turn. I saw Jackson. I saw Dana look at him. At the time, I didn't like the look he gave him. Yesterday ended badly. This morning I cried because my mind just…wasn't okay. Especially when my mom got mad at me since I forgot to feed the rabbits last night. But then, Rissi told me Dana gave me a card. So I was better then. I went a while without thinking much about him, amazing, I know. But then, I was sitting at the computer, and my phone rings. It took me a few seconds to realize it was Dana's ringer. I quickly answered, and said hello. So, he's coming tomorrow. :D So you won't hear from me tomorrow J. And don't expect me to tell you any details. Because everything that happens tomorrow will not be told to anyone :D. He should be here by 4:30. 5:30 at the latest. If something drastic happens tomorrow, I will blog. Otherwise, I'll be lying behind where I am sitting now. Cuddling with the one I love. Something I have wanted for a long time. Oh…to sleep next to him. To watch him sleep…to watch him wake up. To be the first thing he sees in the morning…the first thing he thinks about. Same goes for me. Having him be the first thing I see in the morning…oh this is going to be just….great. Talking, cuddling, sleeping, and kissing, all in one night. A taste of what will happen later in our lives. I honestly plan to be with him forever. I don't think I could be happier with anyone. This will also make up for our lost 6 and a half weeks. This is just…so great. Hm. Mom is okay with him coming, obviously. I still have to write Emily that letter and have Mom send it Monday when she goes to her appointment. You know, it's going to be a wonderful day tomorrow, and Saturday. J So with that being said, I will leave you tonight. Today's Song: Broken by Seether and Amy Lee. Goodnight everyone. J
