Ugh. Where shall I start? We could start with Noah. Or my job. Or Jacob. *sigh* Bad news first, or good news… Let’s do good news first. So I got a job interview today at Hancock Fabrics. And I start Monday. :D Finally. Having of a job. :P That’s the extent of the good news. *sigh* Now, on to the depressing crap. Noah, or Jacob first… Let’s start with Noah. So I woke up this morning, after already being upset last night with Jacob. So I was already in a depressed mood. And then I get on Facebook. And discover I’m too late. He’s dating someone again. *sigh* I was being patient. And slow. So it’s all like “well, MY day is off to a peachy keen start.” >.< It’s not so much that I’ve lost the oppertunity. It will come again. Because this is…the 7th time they’ve been together? It won’t last. Even though I know he wants it to. But I’m almost positive it won’t. :( Ah well. I’ll be patient. Because…in my opinion, he needs to get away from this guy just about as much as I need to get away from Jacob. :( We don’t know each other quite well enough to leave what we feel is comfortable just yet. In time. Patience. *grumbles* I’ve never had to go about it this way. I mean, look at all of my relationships. Levi. *cringes* Dana. Which was more of a sexual thing. :/ Not exactly what I wanted. Jeff, was the closest to real love I’ve been. But, he was on the other side of the country. :( Jacob. 4 hours away, and he’s not even really ready for the kind of relationship it is that I want/need. I’ve never had to go about all of it the way I’m having to with Noah. It’s all so…new to me. Ah well. Maybe this is what’s needed to form a solid long-term relationship. And if so, then I’m all for this patience thing. *nodnod* Doesn’t help any that both my knees are hurting today. :( Ah well. I might blog a little bit more later. But for now, I’m a little hungry. Talk to you all later. :)
DAILY SONG+LINK: Playing With Fire by Paula Seling & Ovi
