Thursday, September 30th, 2010

Well. I'm here. For what reason? I don't know. I felt the need to write to you all. I just don't know what about. I mean...I could go on and tell you about...heh...Noah. Which, after this blog, I'm pretty sure you won't hear about him ever again. If I'm right anyway. Apparently one of two things happened. I was either way too talkative, or he took what I said the wrong way. It was meant to comfort him as a friend. To show him I care. As a friend. Which, obviously if that's what it is, he didn't perceive it in that context. This, by the way, is why I don't have friendships with men very often. They're...touchy. Jumpy. Volatile. In a friendship, anyway. Where as women, they're flexible. Tolerant. Easy to befriend. I mean, even dating men. While I love boys, they just think with their dicks far too often. Not to say I've NEVER done that, but I take great care not to. *sigh* I just wish that hadn't of happened. Because I'm almost sure I'm right about that. I suppose...that's really all I wanted. Which is a lie. I didn't want to rant like that. But. What needs to be done, needs to be done. And...I guess you won't have to listen to me babble about Noah anymore? A possible upside for all of you? And who knows, maybe I'm just paranoid. Comes with my HAD. Ha. Hyperactive Attachment Disorder. Because Bel said it was better as a disorder, rather than a syndrome. And Attachment Disorder just didn't go right. I had to add the Hyperactive. And the acronym is so much better to. OAS. Over-attachment Syndrome. It doesn't flow off the tongue either. So. Can you believe it's been almost two months since I started working? That seems like forever ago now... Ha. Well. It's now 11:02. So. I think I'll head off to bed. More can be written tomorrow. Goodnight, world.