Oh my…last day before school. Ew. Well…Not sure what all to write about tonight. I'll keep it short, because I'm kinda tired. Well…I went to the mall today. With Rissi and Bel. Rissi bought me a Cappi. I was happy. :D I haven't had one in a while. It's starting to get cold outside now. I like that. I can sing outside at night again. J I know, I'm odd. I like doing that. It gives me something to do. And I enjoy it. Rissi bought me a Shakespeare book when she was in DC. She also brought over some…other items which will go unnamed. I was feeling really sick in the cars today. Probably my allergies. You know what's bothering me? Jacob's sleep schedule. Half the time when I'm awake, he's asleep. And when he's awake, I'm asleep. We never get to talk that way. And now with school coming up, we get to talk even less. I love having conversations with him. But they never seem to…really carry. They start, and a few sentences later they stop. I'm not sure what to do about it. I want to have a conversation with him that will last a while, but I don't know what to…really talk about. Especially since he gets distracted and occupied, and he disappears. I don't know…sometimes I think he's…not really paying attention at all. Of course, I know he is…but…I don't know. This will be so much easier when we're physically together. Until then…I can't help but wonder. If Jacob ever gets to reading this…I'm sorry Lullaby. But, this is where I let my thoughts out; otherwise they stay inside and bug me. I can't tell any of this to you. Even though you'll end up reading it…whenever you DO get to my blogs… Anyway…I think that's enough for tonight. So, goodnight. Today's song: Love Is On The Way by Billy Porter
