Sunday, July 31st, 2011

Good evening everyone. I’m back at home this evening from my vacation. I can’t say I’m happy to be here, but then again when I think about it…I’m never happy to come home. I didn’t say goodbye to Sarah this morning because she left before I got up…and I didn’t really say bye to Noah either. While Bel gave him a hug and everything, I did not. Mostly because I was all sweaty and icky, but also because I think it might have felt awkward. I didn’t go out on the flightline this morning either, which is disappointing as well. But…what can one do? I have 349 days until I leave next year. It never does seem to come fast enough, or stay long enough. And…I also can’t help but be reminded that this means winter will soon be upon me again. *sigh* Life must go on, hm? I miss Sarah, and Leighton, and Michelle and even Logan. The upside to all of them is that they have Facebook. And I know at least two of them will read this anyway, so *waves* hi. :P It could be worse. We could be in the time before Facebook and texts. Then I’d have to wait a painfully LONG 394 days to see them again, or even talk to them. My week was pretty good though. Sarah and I made a new tradition of going to get coffee (usually iced) in the morning. And I was told Leighton said it was HIS new tradition to come over at night and chat with us. Even though I was being VERY anti-social at night and not sitting out there with them. No more of that nonsense next year. …you know…when I think about it, I was being pretty anti-social all week. I didn’t talk to Leighton much when we went walking, I didn’t spend much time with Bel, and when I went for coffee with Sarah…we didn’t do much talking either. I should apologize to them for that… The only person I was social and talkative with was Michelle for one night. Because I felt the need to rant about Jacob to her. Which made me feel much better. Michelle and I decided to volunteer together next year. I have no idea what we’ll do, but I know I will be volunteering to drive the trams. :D And tour guide of course, it comes with driving them. Anyway. I feel the need to tell you more about it tomorrow. Because I’m suddenly very tired. So expect more tomorrow. :) Goodnight world.

Wednesday, July 20th, 2011

Greetings from Oshkosh, WI. I'm on day 5 of my vacation, and its turning out to be quite interesting. I have two things on my mind right now...Jacob and Noah. We'll start with Jacob since its more important at the moment. Ha...even though to start I have to talk about them both. So Jacob is jealous of Noah. In every way. I mean...just the mere fact that Noah is gay and that I talk to him is reason enough. All I have to do is mention his name and bam. Jealousy. My response is? Get your ass down here and be here yourself then. Because THAT would actually happen. So I texted him this evening with: Leighton is sitting right in front of me. Because I knew that would get his attention, and he'd talk to me right away. Well. Then Bel, being her brilliant self... decided to add to this. By texting him with this: "I am so glad Neal's found Leighton. I think he'd be good for him. And you should see them look at each other" Now. Granted I was hardly looking at him, and I don't believe he was looking at me... this was exaggerated a bit. This started an entire text battle between Bel and Jacob. Which...I do say is quite entertaining. Bel is then using all of this jealousy against him with "why aren't you here then?" and so on... And...honestly it does not bother me. At all. Jacob should be here. But...read my last posts as to why he ISN'T here. Basically, because college is more important to him than I ever was. Anyway. We shall move on to Noah since I'm getting tired here... I realize I call him Noah on my blogs. It just works better in my head, for some odd reason. And...I do enjoy being difficult. So he arrived here last night. Late last night. And so they set up today, and he scared the crap out of me when I was walking to the bathroom... All of the sudden he appears out of nowhere behind a van. And I'm all like: WTF. But then he came over and visited after Bel got here. And came inside the camper to sit with us and watch Grey's. That was fun. And...it was kinda fun to play with his head, because he knew that Bel and I were talking about him. Behind his back. In front of his face. But...she says she didn't want to make him feel uncomfortable by implying that he liked me. Which is understandable. I would certainly hate being put on the spot like that. And then...I was reminded that he does in fact continue to read my blog. And the things I say about him. Which...know what I've said about him...is kinda odd to think about. But good news is he is still talking to me. Since I'm falling asleep here writing this...standing up...I should go to bed. I might blog again before I leave. So. Goodnight world. I do not have a song for you this evening, but I'm sure you'll manage. :)

ADDITION: So last night by blog refused to post. Which is ok. Because I feel the need to mention that Noah came back over. Without a shirt on, no less. XD And his 10 minutes turned into an hour. Which you'll get no complaints from me about. Anyway, I just felt the need to share that. And the fact I hope my dad doesn't come over today. >.<