Monday, October 11, 2010

Ok. Hai. It's been a while, yes. Sorry about that. But, let me start off by saying this. I care. I am a very caring person. I care very much about the people I choose to call friends. Most of you should know that. And you know what, even if one of you started to dislike, or even hate me for that matter. And maybe try to push me away. Say mean things to me. I still care. Because I called you a friend. You would still BE a friend on my head. So you know what, if you don't realize that I care, then that's your fault. And your loss. Because in the end, I will still care. Thank you. Now. Moving on. Work has been quite...exhausting lately. And I am fried. I have one more day yet of work. I've been working every day since Friday. Which is a lot for me. And this week, I have 20.5 hours scheduled. Which is good. And bad, because my knee is starting to kill me. Again. :( And my allergies are kicking in. :/ That sucks. And you know what, it's October. My air conditioner should not be running. But it has been for the past three days. It shouldn't be this warm in October. Gr. Anyway. Bel is coming tomorrow. I haven't seen much of her lately. I understand though. The whole moving thing makes her busy. And you know what, so what if I care about gay pride. Hello, I'm gay. And yea it bothers me that Jacob doesn't care. >.< I think that the recent string of reported gay suicides is horrible. Absolutely horrible. Like Ellen said, "One life taken by bullying is tragic. 6 lives is a crisis." And I believe something must be done. And just today, a politician says that we shouldn't be teaching our children that homosexuality is acceptable. My god, people like YOU shouldn't be teaching our children that it's acceptable to prejudice. To make laws saying that two people in love can't marry. It disgusts me. Angers me. Enrages me. Do we tell you that heterosexuality is wrong? No. Why? Because we believe in equality. We believe that as long as two people love each other, they can marry. Sickening. Outrageous. And you know the best part? In the speech this politician wrote, he included a line where he stated that homosexuals were "dysfunctional". But he decided to not say that. AND he went on to say that he "has nothing against gay people" and that he has a gay nephew. Um. Talk about hypocrite? Ugh. Next subjects please, before I hit my desk with anger. Because I could make one entire blog post on JUST that. And I don't want to tonight. So. What else... I don't know at the moment. I'm too upset now. Besides, I don't think I wanted to say anything else. So, I will say goodnight then. :) Goodnight, world. No musics for you tonight. I will start that again soon, don't worry.